Because I have a lot of them, and sometimes I need to be able to get them...
I’m so sick of hearing that I have a strong personality. I’m sick of hearing that I shouldn’t have emotion. I’m sick of hearing...
Shit Girls Don’t Say
THE CLASSIC CRIME.
I am going to listen to them everyday for the rest of my life.
Racing thoughts but what else is new
This is my everyday routine
I can only avoid them for so long
The never ending bee lining of memories
as they continue their perpetual loop
Each day a different thought a different memory to replay
some fresh or old some real then fake
they mix and match and mend together
a continuing story of lies and truths
to the point that I no longer know what is right or wrong
Like water and oil they never quite mix right
the multicolored blackness just sitting at the surface
hiding from view the life that is just below
hindering me from seeing the beauty that once was and is
to stubborn am I to look away and forget it
For I revel in its black intoxicating beauty.