December 2011
32 posts
It’s looking like another boring lonely New Years…
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
That was...
Surprising and unexpected…then it went better than expected…I feel better…slightly…wow…idk what to say…funny how a simple conversation can just make you feel so much better.
Dec 29th
6 tags
This is legit conversation I had last night with...
Me: Well you're just across the street looks a mile to my feet I want to go to you funny how I'm nervous still always been easy to kill I guess I always will
A: Now you hear me! don't make me march to Your House!
Me: You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time. What are you hoping for? I'm here and now I'm ready to hold on tight don't give away the end the one thing that stays mine.
A: You'll change your mind, come Monday. Turn your back on me. take your steps away with hesitance, turn your back on me.
Me: You and I might be strangers how ever close we get sometimes its like we never met but you and I, I think we can take it all the good with the bad make something no one else has.
A: at least could we be friends? should have never started. Ain't that the way it always ends?
Me: It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride everything everything will be just fine everything everything will be alright
A: You rip my heart right out
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
58,349 notes
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Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
75 notes
Really now?
I swear…she falls asleep at the worst possible times…UGH
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
1 tag
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
589 notes
18 tags
Dec 22nd
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4 tags
Dec 21st
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7 tags
Awesome on so many different levels...
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Thoughts of a rambling sleep deprived idot...
Kinda lonely tonight…but what else is new I hate this town…I hate its…emptiness… There is nothing for me here… No friends who I can call upon…only family… I wish to be free from them… I love them and always will…but I wish to let go and be my own man… Live on my own…face the world…be the fighter I am For I was born to...
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 16th
34 notes
What Christmas Break?
Work is slowly killing me roughly 12 hr shifts for the past 4 days….going on 5….then 6…how is this Christmas break? Where is my break at?! I think when this is done I will never want to box or stock inventory ever again in my life…ever
Dec 16th
Reblog if you'd like 3 messages from a curious...
Dec 15th
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3 tags
Number 178
Just realized I don’t think I’ve ever had the pleasure of being kissed under a mistletoe…ever…in my life…by anyone…*sad face* putting that on my bucket list.
Dec 14th
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This was not a Hollywood love story
I’ve been restless these past three years Sleeping with now silent words of love Remembering dreams of a love long lost To the tidal wave of faith defying will This is the story of my last love For things aren’t quite the way they were before With this yearning for more What has become of the boy who once believed Watch him as his heart bleeds Oh baby you know how I once refused to...
Dec 13th
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Dec 10th
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Dec 9th
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Fire storm
For the thousandth time the addiction begins to rise begging for the dose to sustain the growing desire inside Watch as it corrupts your faith, You know its not enough, once won’t hurt for the only cure is the Flame Chasing the light you held so high increasing the distance of your flight with every breath that lifts you up with every push it fills you up For last of my innocence died at...
Dec 6th
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Don't....cry...
monstermanga: …make me wanna cry  ねぇねぇ、by 追川うそ
Dec 6th
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Right now…my heartaches….so much…and I don’t know why….
Dec 4th
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Dec 4th
55 notes
Dec 3rd
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